Today
unlike yesterday the breeze bustled yellowed leaves from trees and stirred my
inspiration as I took my loves to the most beautiful park, that there ever ever
was...
9 month
blog creation, ends today- and in my reflection I must say that-
My enthusiasm for writing here waxes and wanes. Sometimes I grow weary of the blog world,
For myself, for the few people who drop in,
for my family… for promotion of the things I do.
For all of these things, …yes!
It's been
hard for me to get my head around the relationships, I have with my readers,
because it is a very heady world, the realm of online communication, the few
strange deity's that drop in here... bother to comment and send me palpable
good vibes from time to time, have been the highlight... truly thank you...
I live as
you may know, physically and sometimes emotionally/ mentally very far away from people, from ordinary society's attractions, distractions and entertainment. This writing space has helped to
create a feeling of connection, of community and stemmed off, the aloneness that
comes from living so rurally.
There are other things in the works, my family and I have been creating a new site, for a Woman's initiative project in Tibet and India- I am drawn to use my creative energy and I figure it may as well benefit others. so I will introduce you to these things a little later.
My baby boy turned 1 yesterday, we loved him up all day. I will share some more on how we experience birthdays soon...
and in a moment, I take the long trip to the train station, to pick up my gypsy friend, for her return into our world...
Now to the photo's I promised my family of the last few days of our blissful autumn frolicking.
Hope you enjoy looking at our Autumn...
What glorious Autumn days! Wonderful photos :-) And I love popping over to visit your world x
ReplyDeleteStunning Photos, very inspiring... Are these down at the Buchan Caves Reserve? We have also been enjoying the colour and cyclic change of Autumn, Matilda asked me the other day if the trees were sad that their leaves were falling off. I think not, more a release and shedding of the old, preparing to be internal and rejuvenate for the new to come..
ReplyDeleteThank you for your thoughts and words, I miss you guys!! It looks fabulous and so do you all, happy birthday to the little man! xx
ReplyDeleteHi Star... I have been where you are internally. I have been blogging for 3 years now (almost) and I have gone through so many emotions about it! I am such a sensitive and emotional person and I have struggled with the online world so much. As I have waxed and waned I have stayed determine to share here, and it helps to just keep staying positive and keep it simple. I recently reLaunched my eCourse and went through a few intense days of feeling very exposed and vulnerable... and am just now feeling more settled. There's just SO much psychic energy going around and what gets me is that everyone has their own unique interpretation of everything, which I have no control over. I just continue to stay true to myself and my family, and it all works out in the end for the better. I also felt for a long time that I was writing to myself, as if no one was even reading, but that too has started to change... It just takes time love. I really appreciate your beautiful light, and relate to you so much. I hope you will keep sharing here. Your family is so precious. Sending love your way sis, Bless, LL
ReplyDeleteLauren, thank you, I woke this morning to read your message and feel... feel blessed by you, you tune in so accurately, and all that you say here is perfect for me at this time. I see how you give and share and come across on your site, and it inspires me, your course is such a gift to the world... love
DeleteYour photos are beautiful... Happy Birthday to your little one.
ReplyDeleteRecently I have thought that I would stop blogging, but my girls say I must not! I blog, I think, to just sent out a bit of love into the world, to ground the feelings and thoughts I have. To meet beautiful people like yourself who otherwise I would never meet. Does that sound corny? Probably, but I don't care.
Much love to you.
Trish, beautiful soulful Trish, I think if you lived down the road you would never get rid of me... I would be tea drinking and talking about the world and enjoying your sweetness all the time. It's funny, but You make me feel part of your life, this is a special gift to me xxx
DeleteHi again, I just found this, and wanted to share. http://www.susannahconway.com/2008/10/blogging-squared/
ReplyDeletePerfect, clarity there... thanks
DeleteAnd I too would miss you tremendously if you were to go. I also meet people on here who I would never meet in person,(like you) and I love the heady world! And I also felt like I was posting out into an incredible void for a long long time. Barely anyone commented, and I questioned my motives, like, am I only doing this thing to get that ever elusive appreciation and acknowledgement that I never quite got from my family of origin? And I keep thinking I'm far too sensitive to really keep putting myself out there......But then a piece comes out likety split that touches a whole bunch of people, or inspires some folk to write thier own stories, and has even had a tremendous impact on someones life, and it's all blissful, and I'm hooked again..... And the people who's stories I get to hear, and connections made, and other bloggers that inspire me ( like you again) make it a rich and full world.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your beautiful blog, and photo's, and your words that shine your life to the world :)
I recon we would meet, I might cruse into Byron in my old van kids tumbling about in the back and there you may be full Goddess glory, a huddle of beings surrounding you... but then again the heady world is just as bang. You know I think your a queen and last night dreamed (not joking) of your last piece of writing you shared and in this dream you changed the words slightly and it became something of a powerful movement, i think you should enter your work from time to time in places that will move it out for more to reed and see.
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